I am 24(again) and I am hurt.

I am hurt for so many reasons.

I, and my fellow team-mates, are going out on a team night out to celebrate our colleagues leaving the job to go on to better things. This is all well and good. However, we all finish at 3.30 today and we are meeting up for the "Session" at 7.30 tonight. And now for the part I don't like.... My team-mates have insisted that I not begin drinking until after they have had 2 pints(Apparently I "horse" down the drinks).

I can understand where they are coming from... If I go out drinking then I am not going out for just one or two pints and then home. I am going out to get drunk. But I still believe that I am a responsible drunk(I think thats contradictory). I still have most of my wits about me.... I know not to p!ss on the streets or cops, I know that if I wobble too much the bouncers are not going to let me back in.

I know that I do stupid things when I'm drunk, but I do the same things when I'm sober too.

I know a lot of my own faults and it depresses me. I can see so many faults that I really don't know how I get from this day to the next without going "postal" on the rest of the world or myself.

I won't bore you all yet with a list of my faults. Maybe later if I get enough interest in them...... maybe...... because some of them are really nasty. :(

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